An Empty Heart.

Kosong. Nabil tak tahu apa nak buat lagi. Sedih. Hurm. Apa niiii =.='. Nabil taknak pikir pasal apa apa lagi. Pikir pasal diri sendiri. Tapi nak buat macam mana kan dah benda tu datang menganggu pikiran. Hurm benda tu ialah about relationship. I don't know. I really want to have someone to love and someone who loves me. Tapi ada pun macam fake. They want me but sometimes haihh entah lah macam mana nak cakap. *sorry rojak sikit. Nabil idamkan orang yang betul betul nak nabil and ada effort dia tu nak nabil. At least ada effort yang dia tunjuk dat shows dia interested with me.

Nabil ada suka dis one person ni, tapi dia tak boleh lupakan ex dia lah apa and sometimes dia wujud and sometimes tak wujud. Macam dia cakap syg lah apa, panggil sayang lah apa, suruh nabil balik KL cepat, tapi dia ni kejap ada kejap takda. Last time bukan main lagi. Tapi sekarang macam dah lain. Thats why Nabil dah penat dah nak involve with this kind of feeling. Its kinda like destroying me. Dah la  tak lama lagi I'm going to have a new semester at shah alam, I taknak this relationship thingy distract me. But I need somebody to love and somebody who could spoil and manjakan me. Aww I love that. Being manja. Mengada -.-' haha

Help me T.T Nabil taknak fall in love anymore, I used to hate love when I was secondary school. And i wish I can be that old Nabil. Bayangkan, I never have that feeling tau. Macam budak kecik yang tak tahu apa apa. But look at me now, haihh macam mengharapkan someone. Frustrated. Dissapointed. Unhappy. I NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE ME.. *omg u sound desperate. i wish I can forget all of these people yang pernah wujud dalam hidup Nabil. Yang main mainkan Nabil. Take me for granted.

I do not need anyone! Tak perlukan sesiapa! I can stand on my own! yeahhhh! but still I need someone to love me. I mean in the way of relationship. Dah lah malas lah! bye-bye.. bye-bye.. Going to Tunas Manja to buy serai and hali. I'm gonna cook. Sotong masak Kicap for dinner.